When you smile from your eyes, as all good models do,you sweep the world your way.
So now I’m thinking of my dear friends, ( you can think of yours) who allow me… make me…compell me to smile with my true smile. Raising my heart (cracked again, but not bleeding), raising her up and away from this current of personal pollution.
And lo, but it has been a year to remember. I shall not forgot the paths made by friends who married or children born or songs sung as I shall not forgot the pain of loss and the triple edge of memory with its the slicing betrayal.
And its’ only fucking October…………….well……at least it’s October. Soon we’ll go into the 52 days of darkness of winter, of much needed rest.. ( I hope..I think I hope )……
I do believe I need more reflection